Long Time No Proper Post!

My dad is here from Saudi Arabia for a couple of weeks, and as much as I love spending time with him, my mother makes it seem like an obligation, when it is not. I look forward to weekends, in hopes of going out and spending some "me-time" and meeting friends. Now it's all about family. And I miss having time for myself.

 

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I also miss spending time with Mohammed, and I hate all the stress coming from the whole parents issue. How they are not used to eachother yet (mine and his) and how I am supposed to go looking for rings.
Regarding that, I want a 1 karat stone.. I think, I am not sure about the setting though.

 

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I have been meaning to post about a giveaway, but I feel the blog is turning into an obligation, so I am going to bring back the sponteniety for a while. Bring myself back!

I have so much on my mind, and I can't lie saying it's a good thing. I am preoccupied and burdened. But I try to make the best of it. I make lists and write notes. I try to lock myself into my mind. I look at pictures of bright cheerful yellow things.

I also got an award!

 

Thank you Darling! (It's all make believe, isn't it?)

 I should give this award to 15 people. But since I would want everyone to feel better than I am at the moment, anyone who comments is awarded!

Please send good vibes my way, I hope my negativity isn't getting to you...