I can't do this anymore;
this is too much pressure.
Too many things that are undefined, and I hate this.
I really do...
And no one is helping and I don't really know what it is that I need help with, and in turn, I can't really ask for help.
This is ridiculous. And I cannot vent. No one will understand, and that I know.
And it just feels like two years ago all over again..as much as I hate to admit it.
Then you say the wrong things at the wrong times and all I could think is "who are you?"
Yes. Who are you and what are you doing here? I am not used to this, and this is not what I asked for, this is not who you are.
Or maybe it is, but I never really saw it?
Oh.
Suddenly I don't see you anymore, nor do I see myself.
I don't see you anymore
I can't breathe.
I can't breathe properly.
I am not depressed. I just can't breathe properly. I really can't. My heart has grown heavy and my lungs dense. The air seems more polluted than ever, enough so that my eyes are seeing clouds.
this is too much pressure.
Too many things that are undefined, and I hate this.
I really do...
And no one is helping and I don't really know what it is that I need help with, and in turn, I can't really ask for help.
This is ridiculous. And I cannot vent. No one will understand, and that I know.
And it just feels like two years ago all over again..as much as I hate to admit it.
Then you say the wrong things at the wrong times and all I could think is "who are you?"
Yes. Who are you and what are you doing here? I am not used to this, and this is not what I asked for, this is not who you are.
Or maybe it is, but I never really saw it?
Oh.
Suddenly I don't see you anymore, nor do I see myself.
I don't see you anymore
I can't breathe.
I can't breathe properly.
I am not depressed. I just can't breathe properly. I really can't. My heart has grown heavy and my lungs dense. The air seems more polluted than ever, enough so that my eyes are seeing clouds.
4 comments:
I feel sad to read this Sara, but perhaps it is a sign to work out the direction of light again - a golden compass is what you need dear friend to find your true happy path again x
This also makes me very sad. Please don't be sad. Think of all the things that make you feel happy and go upwards from there. I truly hope you feel better!! Take care!!
Aw dear...
:-( I'm here... and I hope you can breathe nice fresh deep breathes soon. xoxo
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