Tuesday, August 23, 2011

Letter to the Best Friend

I stopped the 26 days of extraordinary. I have a really good excuse for my doing that - I promise.

But first things first:

I have been really busy lately, with things to do, tuition fees to pay, staying up late and going to the gym and going out with cousins I haven't been hanging out with in a really long time (granted you called my cousin a slut when you don't even know her, I will forgive you.)

I will also forgive you for never doing the effort to see me, ever. Or never giving me "best friend" time. Because, yes, it has been bothering me.

BUT.

I owe you an apology, and here is you public apology for my not showing up yesterday, Menna. I hope that makes it up for you.

Because, you see, I want to keep you there forever and things, and I won't lose you over some silly thing I did (I haven't lost you over much more serious things so I am not willing to do this now, you see?)

When other (or rather all other) people seem more important than I am, I try to make myself remember that this is not the case, or could be but they are more fun, or that they're just "there" when I am not. (but I really am, or so I would like to believe)

This is a whiny post, or rather an open letter because I needed to vent and stuff.

More cheerful posts to come. I am having the time of my life.

4 comments:

Maria-Thérèse ~ www.afiori.com said...

Dear dear Sara, I've been thinking about you lately and wondered what's going on in your life. I think you're brave for writing this and, as usual, you're good at... how can I say it, pinpointing things? I hate it when friendships are threatened by stupid things.... I've been in that situation recently too and right now, on a more trivial level, find it hard and annoying that I don't get replies to messages I've sent out to several friends..! It's weird how these things sometimes coincide. Haven't done anything bad simultaneously to five different persons - it just happens they're not answering my messages for reasons I don't know. Also, I have no patience.

The Lewicutt's est 2006 said...

Hey lady! I hope it works itself out. I'm sure it will. The hard part is doing what you just did- putting it all out on the table!

love you!

missy. said...

love you are important. i know this feeling well and don't let it get you down. if she is a good friend she will understand. as one of my besties said, you don't have to be around each other or talk all the time to know that the other person will always be there for you.

love you darling. xoxo

Menna Tarek said...

Made me blush, I understand and I promise things will only get better.
You are very important to me.
I love you :)