Thank you for the condolences everyone :)
You really did make me feel better.
On a much, much, much brighter note, it's my little brother's birthday today!! And if you know me, you probably know how much I love that little boy (who is no longer "little"- almost as tall as I am...but then again I am short!)
He turned nine today!!!!
I feel old? No, I feel amazing, I have watched this little monkey grow! And he's just amazing. And he looks just like me! We're best friends :)
Happy birthday, Saeed! I LOVE YOU!!