Thursday, June 3, 2010

On Loneliness

I am entirely dedicated to the long road today, since my boss is not here! It's the weekend! I can't be any happier- in fact, I have to thank this week for passing by so quickly.


So the bb service is being naughty...I hate it, since it's the only way I can keep myself busy. And because I am at that point when I really need attention. I honestly and entirely need uhmm..male attention. Nothing in specific, just a random how are you, or how have you been. Just the "are you okay?" in passing...And no, I am not one who would misinterpret that kind of thing...

I just want to know that people out there in the world still care.
That friends are still friends as I know them.

True and honest and caring.

I just need to know that the world still is a great place, with butterflies and sunshine and the random cotton candy cloud..

I am not desperate for attention, I just need a hug. A friendly, warm, caring hug!

"And the warmth inside their eyes would synchronize into a love you've never known" - Regina, I love you!

Lonliness, much?

16 comments:

chicknamedhermia said...

Lol "male attention".

Well you have your readers, Sara, and you know we all love you! And can offer cyber hugs! :D *hug*

Ratz said...

Oh! dear sarah!!! I am so sorry that things are bad for you as well... Hugs to you... we haven't known each other for long but broken hearts are all the same..... I will be here... waiting in case there is something u want to say....

Nikolett said...

Awwh Sara ... while the weekend is good, the following paragraphs make me a little sad. I hope you do get a ton of hugs, and I wish I could give you one right now that wasn't virtual but *HUGS* ... and I hope you get the attention you deserve :)

While I've never seen a cotton candy cloud, I do think the world is still a great place, we just have to turn our eyes to it every once in a while and try to make the sorrows in life have some kind of joy and caring, too. I hope that makes sense but ... I hope the loneliness goes away.

Mary Grace said...

I get the feeling. You are not alone. And there are people who really do care for you. I hope things will get better.

Hugs!

tywo said...

I would give you a hug, and tell you how much I care if I lived close to you.



LOVE!

Dapoppins said...

Oh, I remember days like this. Feeling invisible, just wanting a brother to say hello, play a game of checkers, laugh with me and make me feel real, and not expect anything. That is why God created brothers. A guy can make us feel good just by being brotherly...Hope you find a good guy who expects nothing...

Betty said...

We're still here and we still care, and hoping you're going to feel at least one butterfly in your tummy soon :)

greystrawberrys said...

*Gives you LOTS of hugs* I wish I could give you a hug in real life! :( Everybody still cares so much, I care so much and hope your okay <3

Sarah
xoxoxoxox

Shokoofeh said...

Hugs. Lots of them for you. My darling Sara.
xo

Farah said...

How are you Sara?

Here's a (virtual) hug! *Huuuuuuuuuuug*

Feel better love

Fé... said...

Hihihi. I remembered how it felt working for my previous boss. And when she was away I would sneakily doing my things :p Felt funny. Now that I work hand in hand with my own mom, I don't get the feeling anymore.

And about loneliness. Yea, I think I kinda understand how you feel. Sometimes the feeling just caught you off guard. You are surrounded by these lovely people, but yet you still feel very alone.

But know for sure there hundreds of people loving you in the blog world, Sara. And one insignificant person among them is me :)

Kristin said...

I'm willing to hedge a bet that there are lots of people that care about you lady!

UnKown said...

OK world is not a place with butterflies and cotton candy.. but i can say its more like a cake..

raw eggs alone would be horriable, sugur alone would be nice. flour i think would be very bad.. right also the fire in the oven is extremely irritating but the outcome is nice.. not always depending on how you cook it.. right..


damn i never though about that ..

enjoy..

The Childlike empress said...

i know the 'i need a hug' feeling....it comes with being human.
i hope you got one.....if not here is another virtual one....

littlemissjuicy said...

But that's why I'm on your BBM! So i can make loneliness go away for you. And trust me, I can also pretend to be male at times...as long as it's virtual. :P

Skitz said...

How could someone not care, your our triple S.